And I hate the fact that she always wants to buy me new clothes a lot of the clothes that I have are nice and fine for me and I'm not trying to be ungrateful or anything but I have WAY too much clothes as it is and it's not a lot of room. I have two filled to the brim dressers and a closet that only has enough room for like 14 or more full outfits but after that it's kind of hard especially when I have a huge pile of clothes that need to be washed and makes my room smell strange. And no I'm not all nasty and crap.
I can't wait until Christmas! I know that it's a little earlier in talking about it but it is basically three more weeks and 4 days away right? And there are people who buy christmas presents before summer is even over anyway. :D
I'll just be getting 5 books and possibly clothes from my mom and dad. And some monies too. :D
Oh! And.............HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU ALL!
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grey_chan- November 27th, 1:52
blah
It's been seventeen days since I've posted a journal. Well. if you all must know I was sick for more than ten days. It started on a W day and it ended on.....I'm not really sure. My Thanksgiving was pretty good but I was emo the rest of the time that I was at my church because my mom had yelled at me earlier over something that wasn't even worth yelling about and then later on after she left she yelled at me again after we were talking about how guys like girls who look "nice" and well kept and everything and the fact that one of the most annoying kids that go my church said that I will never ever get a man and even though he's about 8 or so years younger than me I didn't believe him when he said it but the words still hurt anyway. ;-; I also hate the fact that I was yelled at because I misunderstood what my two year younger bro had said. That's the reason why she had yelled at me for no reason.
- NaNoWriMo
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- grey_chan
- November 10th, 20:37
anxious
Well, it's killing me right now. I've hardly written anything. I've written like 692 that might not even end up in the first chapter of my novel. I'm not even sure what to write about since to me it's hard to come up with anything original in this day in age.
Nothing much has been happening lately, I'm still very depressed that my cousin is dead and that I'll never get to see him again. *sigh* I'm still thinking about what to write for this month but nothing much has inspired me except for some weird dreams that I've been having. >>;
Anyway, I hope that everyone is doing alright. :3
- Controller
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- grey_chan
- October 25th, 20:25
pissed off
I know stupid title but it has to do with what's wrong with me. For one thing my younger brother and my dad accused me of destroying his control. WHICH I DIDN'T EVEN DO! I kept telling them that when I was holding it in my hands the battries popped out, I know that I didn't drop drop the stupid thing. Either that or when I put it down on the floor that's when they fell out. So, now I'm only down to 20 dollars just because my dad is complaining about how he always has to pay for damaged stuff even though most of it was done by other people. As my mood says, I'm extremly pissed off that I was blamed and my father kept saying that I never tell the truth when something has been messed up. The reason why I'm so quick to say that it's not me who has done something wrong is because I barely do anything wrong.
- Annoyed
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- grey_chan
- October 22nd, 22:44
- enraged
Well, yesterday after we left the library I expected to get a little of my money back that I had given to my younger brother so he could get himself something to eat (before we left ) only to figure out that he gave my $6 and something cent away to a girl who was begging for money. I was extremely pissed off about this especially when I figured that the girl might have been watching me because there is no way she could of figured out that I had a New DSi without spying on me. Usually I'm a pretty observent person but I didn't notice her (if she HAD been watching me).
And that's not the only thing that's been making me made lately, my younger brother sometimes makes himself eggs and bacon for lunch or something and he NEVER washes them off until later (if it's his day to do the kitchen). Well, yesterday it was my day and yet again I didn't wash the medium-sized skillet that he used because it still had remains of what he had cooked earlier and I knew that it was going to be even harder to clean since he had used it a day or so ago. It really annoyed me a few mintues ago when he came in here (in our dining room) and asked me why I hadn't washed the skillets I had to tell him that I was getting sicked and tired of washing after a 17 year old boy who is able of washing his own dishes and he got me back (sort of) by saying that I'm fully able to do the same thing but I still confirmed that he was 17 years old this year and that he should at least clean up after himself when he is done cooking (which he hardly ever does, to my knowledge.)
Lately, he's making me even more annoyed. He's been pissing me off since I was 13 years old but I guess he's getting back at me for being mean to him when I was a kid. But, hey aren't all kids mean? Well not all of them but most are. But, there have also been times were I was nice to him and I've tried my best to be a better sister but I guess it's not going to work.
He told me a few years ago that the reason why he was annoying me so much was because he was trying to "Help" me get ready for the real world and that everyone won't always or will never be nice to me DESPITE the fact my my older sisters and my parents have already told me about that stuff when I was younger. You'd think that he'd outgrow this shit but I guess not. (Lord excuse me for saying that word.)
- Hey
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- grey_chan
- October 21st, 17:24
giggly
Wow, it's been awhile since the last time I wrote in here. I recently celebrated my 19th birthday, it was fun. Wait, didn't I already write about this?! I'm confusing myself right now, I'm not really sure.
Today, is my dad's 51st birthday! Yay! :D I love my Daddy so much. And even though I'm 19 i still call him daddy. XD
Right now I'm at the library and nothing much is going on except me thinking about how my fries and M&Ms twisted frosty (Wendy's if you didn't already know) is going to tase. I was planning on going to the Wendy's last it across the street. I hope that it won't cost too much and that I won't get caught when I bring it in. I'll just pretend that it's trash or something. XD
The last time I did that I never got caught. which isn't to say that I didn't feel guilty about it or anything but yeah. My mother's birthday is coming up soon. Halloween!
For her privacy, I won't be disclosing her age. I wonder why women always tend to worry about age. I haven't heard of or even seen a man who worried about his age.Well, I'm not really sure what else to write so I'll be back!
- Been Back!
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- grey_chan
- August 26th, 21:24
amused
Haven't updated this since July 27th. Well, it was pretty fun at my sister's house despite the fact that I made a semi-huge hole in the wall by accident. >>; It was because I wasn't been careful, I was bending down to grab a water bottle and a few other items but I ended up tripping and falling really hard against the wall. I felt so bad that I started crying which I hadn't done in a SUPER long time. I was shocked myself as well. But, she forgave me for it. I wished that I could of helped pay for the wall though, I didn't have much money with me.
In other news, this is my last day of freedom! D: Le gasp! It's so sad and happy at the same time but I'll miss the freedom of waking up later in the day and not knowing what the heck I should do for the rest of the day besides do chores.
I did have fun though, there were so-- okay maybe not some but there were a lot of high-lights for this summer.
1. Getting my results for 5 tests that I took and figuring out that I passed ALL of them which seriously shocked me especially for the fact that I passed the math test despite me not ever finishing it. >>;
2. I also got money ($100 bucks!) from my school for doing all of them tests and being there. :3 Though the money disappeared after a while. XD Everytime I so called try to save I'm never really able to but I have to tell no! force myself to save more money.
3. My cousin being able to come over a lot this summer.
4. Getting awesome school supplies and hopefully a backpack!
5. Getting to stay a week away from home, I was actually supposed to stay longer but I came home after a week. I don't know why I wanted to really come home. (Whatever)
6. Went to a popular creek with my church and had fun the first time though I was very sick afterwards, the second time was much better though.
7. Buying a few more books is always a highlight for me. :3
8. Not really sure what else, so I"ll end it here.
How was everyone else's summer?
- An early goodbye
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- grey_chan
- July 27th, 15:14
No I am not leaving Livejournal. Buuuttt, I am going to be staying with my sister for 25 or 26 days. It's going to be awesome! I just wanted to get away from my boring family life. We barely do ANYTHING and it's not my parents fault at all, but honestly it's still annoying.
I'm going to start packing early because I'll need to bring A LOT of clothes. I will probably have access to the internet since my sister has a laptop at her apartment.
- Writer's Block: Leave Room
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- grey_chan
- July 25th, 19:52
Hm. This is going to be pretty hard. Chocolate chip cookies have always been my favorite snack, besides that, I love cake (any kind but mainly chocolate and vanilla cake with flower shaped icing on top), I also love Kit-Kat bars and others but I can't really think right now. XD
- Bricking Frambricks!
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- grey_chan
- July 14th, 14:46
calm
I was so angry yesterday, and it was mainly my fault of course. I had to think over what my father had told me and my younger brother about helping more around the house, well basically talking about us having to do better at what we're already doing. And the talk lasted for like an hour so. I'm trying my best NOT to remember it because even though I've tried doing better it does not seemed to be noticed much, and sometimes I feel as though my parents only focus's on the bad things that we do rather than the good that we've done for them. Especially since we're stuck in the house 24/7 which I'm shocked to say has not really made me lose my mind. Yet. >>; He thinks that me and my brother except him and our mother to be "perfect" or some kind of crap like that even though I don't expect them to at all.
And he seems to think that we only do our chores in order to get our allowance and he also says that ALL we care about, which is NOT even TRUE for one thing because I'm always worrying about them EVERYDAY wondering if they'll have a good day and won't be bothered by too much. Or whether or not they've hurt themselves at work since they both have various health problems that makes me worried. And I've been wanting a job for a long time but I am unable to get one because I don't have an ID that proves that I'm 18 years old and will be 19 coming this Oct.
*sighs* I want to get a job in order to help both them out, my sister who is struggling with various things right now and to help prepare myself better in learning how to live in the REAL WORLD. Sunday was the day that I decided that I wanted to live with my sister because my mother had called me a trifling (or however you spell it) thing just because I didn't put some kind of oil stuff in my hair and I was reading. (What the heck is wrong with reading?) Granted I should have been in the car that we were going to drive in since we were supposed to be heading to church though we were pretty late. I actually didn't feel any kind of emotion at all when she called me that. My sister told me that she'd call sometime this week in order to see whether or not I could stay at her apartment for a few days in order to just chill before I ended up hurting myself.
All I can do right now is wait for her call. Hopefully, she'll be able to help me get what I need in order to get a decent job. But, I'm still worried about her and how she's feeling. Hopefully, everything will work out. Bye Bye.
- Writer's Block: When I Was Young
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- grey_chan
- July 4th, 0:12
sleepy
I just saw a lot of different responses to this so I decided to write a response.
What I miss most about being a child is that I didn't know a lot of the bad and twisted things in life, my mind was free and I used to imagine pure and innocent things until I came upon the Internet. >>; Now, my mind is riddled with stuff like yaoi and other unmentionables. XD
- WTH!
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- grey_chan
- July 2nd, 16:32
crappy
I wonder why it is that I can't keep up with this journal of mine! I hardly ever write basically because I'd like to see others comments about my life so we can laugh and laugh and laugh! XD I would like to read more journals in order to become friends with more people. Yes, I am a very desperate person who wants friends! XD I don't care if you think I'm insane even though I'm not.
Let's see the highlights for this summer are:
1. Seeing Transformers 2 which was awshum! Though they really did try their best to sex up Megan Fox huh? That was way too much especially since there were kids there watching the movie also. Not to mention a scene that was so disgusting to me that I also puked right there in the theater.
2. Possibly having my 13 cousin over (she's been very annoying and crap the whole time) but we love her anyway. >:3 She is actually very creative as well. She designs her own clothes, writes stories and poems also.
3. Not really sure what else being able to FINALLY go to the library after what? A month or so. It's been a pretty good week though I wish we would go out more. Anyway, I only have four more minutes on this library computer so I need to seriously finish this post.Bye bye! Have an awesome weekend!
- Writer's Block: Last Meal
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- grey_chan
- June 16th, 9:46
Hmmm. This is a pretty tough question. I'd say the last meal that I'd like to have would be the bible, that does not mean I'd eat the bible. XD I'd just read it before I die since it is food for the soul.
- Tests, Celebrations, and Annoyance
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- grey_chan
- June 11th, 21:11
- blah
First off, I'd like to say that I passed 5 tests that was required for me in order to graduate and go to college. Needless to say my parents were very happy about this. Mainly because they were really worried about whether or not I'd pass. Of course, I was shocked as well. My mom went so far as to jump up and scream when she came home the first tuesday of this month.
Second, we haven't been able to celebrate yet due to various reasons.
Three, I've gotten two outfits along with another pair of jeans (that I'm wearing right now).
Fourth, it's so annoying that we haven't been able to go out and celebrate me passing the exams. I mean I know it's not there fault but it's still pretty frustrating.
Fifth, I'll try to update more.
- Sleeping
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- grey_chan
- May 25th, 14:32
- sleepy
Wow, I never noticed that I had not made an entry for a long time. I don't really know what to talk about except for a story that a friend of mine is making. It's a fan-fiction about a young girl whose parents have engaged her to Sesshoumaru. (This is a modern day fan-fiction) What she has up so far is a prologue for the story. She told me that she might add the next chapter today or tomorrow. Not really sure. But, here is the prologue.
" I can't believe summer is over already!" I scream in sadness as I sink to my knees. I was in my room with my best friend Kagome, and my other two friends Sango and Rin. "Come on. It had to end at some point." Kagome reassured me as she patted me gently on the shoulder, "Besides, since it's the new school year we'll be able to see the guys again. We barely got to see them in the summer." She added. "And we all know how much you love Sesshoumaru!" Rin squealed as she jumped up from her seat on the carpet.
I immediately frown at her, "Are you insane! I hate Sesshoumaru! He's such a cold-hearted jerk! He always picks on me!" I scream. Rin sits back down on the carpet and makes a pouty face, "Oh come on! He's hot!" I roll my eyes at her comment. I look over at Sango who's been staring at the ground for the past 20 minutes. "What's the matter?" I ask, for a while she doesn't say anything but eventually she looks up. "Miroku.......I caught him flirting again." she said even though her voice sounded calm I could sense her anger. She gritted her teeth.
"Well...he is...um..." I try to find the right word but nothing comes to mind, she nods her head as if she knew what I was going to say. "It's alright. I'll forgive him...Again." She says as she sighs, she stands up and stretches her arms before flopping onto my king-sized bed. Before I can go tell her how much of a jerk Miroku's been, there was a knock at my door, "Hold on." I call to whoever is there. I get up and walk over towards the door, I open it to see my smiling parents. "Hello dear." My mother said in her I-want-you-to-do-something-for-me voice. "Yes?" I say as politely as I can. "Well, we wanted to wait until your 16th birthday to tell you but we never got a chan---" My mother was cut off by my father, "It's because I wanted her to be older for him." He explains even though he doesn't tell me what or who "he" is.
They look at each other for a minute and start whispering in each other's ears before my dad says"Well, for one thing......you are 17 and will be 18 soon and your a young woman now so we, me and your mother wanted to tell you that your engaged to a nice young man. He'll be going to the same school as you and your friends." He replied, of course, it took me a few minutes to register that before I yelled " Are you serious! I don't want an arranged marriage! We're in the 21st century." I stand my ground.
"Oh! Come on! Me and your father were married after we graduated from college." My mom tried to reassure me as she patted me on the shoulder gently. "Besides, we haven't seen you with anyone at all." She added as if she were disappointed in her daughter. I sigh heavily but I won't give in, "Mom...Dad....I am old enough to choose who I want to marry. After I turn 18 I'll be leaving officially." I try to explain but saying that last part made my mother start crying which is my warning to back off.
"Well, we'll talk about this again later." My father says as she leaves with my mother, probably in order to comfort her after what I said. "Wow, I can't believe your going to get married!" Rin squeals like a child. I roll my eyes again before turning around and facing them, "Well. I'm not getting married to whoever it is my parents and his parents set me up with. Oh brother." I say as I sit back down, this'll be a long year. And boy was it.
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She's a little frustrated for making it short but whatever.
- Ranting 1
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- grey_chan
- April 16th, 12:20
bitchy
So, it's been a real long while since I've updated my journal. Anyway, ON TO THE RANT!
Let's see....it's been almost TWO months since I've seen my DS lite. My poor baby! Where are you!............sorry about that. Um, anyway, I've been trying to look around my house for it for awhile now. I've looked in through my room like maybe 100 times or so, along with our loft room since those are the main places that I'm in during the day. And what luck? I still haven't found it! Or my charger!
The last time I saw it was probably when I was at Church either in late March or late Feb. And it was my church's first Dance night I believe and at first my charger went missing for a month and then I get it back from an old childhood friend who me and my family are able to see more often now. Get this, I figure out that his younger brother STOLE my charger even though he doesn't even have a freakin DS! I was so totally pissed off at him when I found out! Then guess what? About a two weeks or a month later both my charger AND my DS Lite disappears!
I could of SWORN that I hid it after going to church with three of my games in my bag along with my DS lite. I hit it in a safe place until I was able to get my charger back but now I cannot even remember WHERE I might of hidden it! Dang it! I wish that I had NEVER hit it! I want to go back in time and find it darn it! Or at least warn my past self to not hide it.
My other theory is that the one boy stole it along with my DS. There are only a few people that go to my church that has a Ds.
1. Me of course.
2. One of my nieces who has a pink Ds lite along with a charger and I know that we wouldn't steal mine. Because that would be down right stupid!
3. A small boy that ALWAYS looks mad that goes to our church, and guess what? His DS is the EXACT color as mine! But he uses a pen or pencil because he lost his Stylus.
4. My nephew who has a red and black DS lite and a charger. (That boy has had like 2 or 4 of those things!) He told me that if he gets the new DSi thing then he will let me have his red and black one. Aww so sweet!
5. A little boy that sometimes goes to our church, he has a black DS. And possibly a charger.
I think that's all of the people that have DS lites at our church. But, I swear if my old childhood friend's younger brother has my DS I will personally beat the liven heck out of him for taking it from me for no reason at all.
And not to say anyone's business but this boy has a problem with stealing stuff from other people. But, hopefully he gives it back. IF he actually has it.
Man, if only I can figure out WHO could of possibly stolen it.
- Writer's Block: Seven Days
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- grey_chan
- April 7th, 12:54
- aggravated
Hmm? This is interesting. I think the day that I least look forward to would be Monday. XD Because, it's always the start of the new week. The one that I and possibly everyone else anticipates would be FRIDAY! I absolutely love Friday! Speaking of Friday, I'll be going over my favorite sister's house! I can't wait, along with getting my allowance as well. I can't wait until I get to go! It's so annoying!
In other news, I and my family have joined YMCA. I did a pretty great job on my first day, hopefully it'll help me to loose a LOT of weight. And no I'm not that fat. XD Just really bored since I don't really have anything interesting to write since no one ever read's this but MYUU! Whatever! Darnit!
- Happy Birthday Watanuki-san! :D
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- grey_chan
- April 1st, 19:49
cheerful
Yes! It is Watanuki's birthday today! And it you don't know who that is, look up xxxHolic by Clamp. I didn't know what to do for his birthday so I decided to just spread the love of his birthday! XDI just wanted to get rid of the other short journal that I made to day, I don't even know why I even write these things if no one EVER reads them. I do however read my friends journals but I wish that someone one would at least comment. Once would even be alright for me.
Anyway, has anyone ever heard of the book : The Notebook Girls? It's supposed to be about four or I think five since that's what it says in the book, about girls who share a journal and pass it around to one another since they were not always able to hang out as much as they wanted to because of their schedules for school. And, yes all of them are real girls who decided to publish their notebook where they all talk about everyday life at a school in NYC. It's about them writing about their views on life, war, religion, boys and all kinds of stuff that were not able to really talk about outside without feeling uncomfortable.
I hope some of you would like to read it, I'm almost done with it. By the way the book is HUGE. XD It's about three or four medium sized notebooks put together.
- Writer's Block: No Foolin'
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- grey_chan
- April 1st, 19:47
The best April Fool's day prank that I've seen today would be a whole class of kids being tricked into protesting about protecting an endangered species! XD It was a tree octopus! XD Do those things ever exist? It was pretty funny! Me and my dad laughed about it for a few minutes that was too good.
I'm not sure what else to say darnit!
- Vampire Knight Chapters 34 - 49 Spoilers! Little ones! XD
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- grey_chan
- March 5th, 13:10
- cheerful
The only response I have from reading those chapters...............WOW! XD I mean those chapters were great. My most favorite part was when Kaname drank Yuki's blood in order for her to remember who she was and also the fact that Rido wanted Yuki to instead be a replacement for Juuri. Ooops! I don't want to spoil it. SO READ THIS ONLY IF YOU WANT TO BE SPOILED.
I have to say that the chapters were really well thought out though I do have one concern......which I will not say until the other Vampire Knight fans have read it. >>; Anyway, I really liked these chapters a lot. They were filled with action, romance and drama too! I loved them all!
List of my favorite characters:
Yuki Cross- Absolute favorite! I totally wanna be more like her! Even if she isn't real! XD
Kaname-sama- Hmmmmm? I know a lot of fans are gonna flame me for this but there is just something about him that makes me want to hurt him! XD It's like he's trying to force Yuki to become his lover or something. It doesn't really seem all that fair at all. But, as long as Yuki is happy I'm alright with it.
Shiki-................XD He's too cute for words!
Takuma (the younger and nicer one XD) - He loves manga he's gentle. And kind too.I think that's all of them, there's not many that I like even though I've been reading the manga for awhile now.
Nothing much has been going on except my school computer's internet has been acting up A LOT. I'm way behind in my studies all because of the stupid IQuity not working. But, whatever. I can't wait until the next chapter comes up. Luv you guys! Bye Bye!
- A lot better
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- grey_chan
- February 24th, 22:11
- uncomfortable
Yup! I is feeling a lot better than last week. Though I still cough and sneeze at times.
Anyway, I had been trying to come up with other topics that annoy the heck out of me. And I can't remember the one that I was going to do a few days ago. So, I'll do a short rant.
You know that saying? "Treat others the way you want to be treated?" Well, I've hardly seen or even heard of anyone doing ANYTHING like that my whole life so far. I mean I've heard about so many heart-breaking stories that I've decided to bad mouth those people who kidnap, assualt, abuse, and murder innocent people just for fun. And also the most thing I hate the most is them selling, yes SELLING innocent people to others who are very sick and twisted. It's so annoying! Do those people who sell others want that to happen to their family?
Treating those people wrong by selling them is just like them selling someone for profit then having someone or themselves sold also. I mean do they want others to sell them too? How would they feel if they were drugged, bound and gagged and sold in front of a bunch of sick and disgusting people just so they could do WHATEVER they want with them. It's just so annoying hearing about innocent and naive people being treated like sex slaves to people we admire and want to become ourselves. It's so heart-renching!
I swear if I hear one more word about some child or woman or man being sold into sex slavery then I'm just going to off myself. I'm tired of hearing about our dying economy, kidnappings, murders, rape and all that disgusting crap.
